Friday, July 27, 2012

My Last Days in Venezuela


This blog update comes to you from onboard my flight to Buenos Aires from Caracas.

My last day with my Host family in Margarita was a nice way to end my exchange experience there. During the day, I made a Pavlova for my family, which although they seemed to like, I didn’t think it was very good. They don’t have caster sugar here, or baking paper. And, if you’ve ever made a Pavlova, you’d probably know that you need baking paper. Due to the sugar not being as fine as caster sugar, it was pretty much impossible to dissolve all of the sugar, which I spent about two hours trying to do. Also, I didn’t have fruit, so on top was just cream. But yeah, my host family seemed to like it, so it doesn’t really matter, does it?

Well, after I’d left the Pavlova in the oven to cool, I went with my family to the Fortin de Juan Griego, located in the town of Juan Griego. I had a nice time there with my family, we watched some of the sun set, and then made our way home.

The last night I had in Margarita wasn’t spent sleeping, due to the fact that I had to finish packing my bags, although I don’t think I would’ve been able to sleep even if I tried. The last few days I had in Margarita were partially filled by pockets of horrible sadness, as I began to realize that I’m leaving my new family, and I have no idea of when I’ll be able to see them again. What’s nice though, is when I came to Venezuela; I came to live with some strangers, who eventually became my Venezuelan family, the people who I’m going to miss a lot.

Before I left, I was told several times that, while leaving New Zealand may be hard (I didn’t really find it particularly hard), leaving your exchange country is going to be a lot harder. It turned out to be true. I don’t think you could ever really imagine how hard it would be, I definitely didn’t think it was going to be as hard as it was, as it is. When I came to Venezuela, it was pretty much just another country. Now that I’m leaving, I’m leaving my second home, Like I said previously, I came to live with strangers who became my family, a random woman who became my Venezuelan mum. I’ve come to love this country, and accept the things I don’t like about it. What perplexes me now, is why Venezuela isn’t a much more popular exchange destination. Sure, it has its problems, but it is a truly beautiful country, with so many different things to see. Beautiful beaches, wonderful wildlife, big cities, and so much more. The people too, generally, are just so open, friendly, and accepting. And no, I’m not writing a promotion for the Venezuelan tourism industry. I know that I’ll return as soon as I can.

Another reason I didn’t sleep was the fact that we had to leave at about 4AM to go to the airport. Once I’d finished packing and was already, I sat around and tried to relax. We left the apartment at about 4.30AM, and made our way to the airport in the early morning darkness. My family took me to the airport, and following the normal airport procedure, bid me a sad farewell. When taking a few last photos, I was told to smile, but I found it a little hard, due to the circumstance.

We arrived to Caracas at about half past seven, and waited around for a few hours for other students from other cities, and then went to the location where our end of stay orientation was to take place. I left a day earlier than everyone else there, due to flight schedules, but while I was there we did some typical activities, and had a chance to talk, in small groups, about how we felt.

I left for the airport a day after I arrived, accompanied by some AFS volunteers, and did the necessary airport things. I went through security fairly quickly; at least compared to a few experiences I’ve had, and then started to walk around looking at shops and stuff. Before I left Margarita, my mum had been looking for a shirt of the Venezuelan Football team, La Vinotinto, in my size to give to me. Neither she nor I were able to find one in Margarita. But, luckily, after asking a few people out and inside the airport if they were sold at the airport, I found one in my size. I was extremely happy to finally get a shirt, and it brightened up a sad day for me. If you didn’t already know, in Venezuela there is a currency control system in place. This makes it pretty much impossible to exchange Bolivares for other currencies outside of Venezuela, so I was stuck with the task of spending the remaining money I had. I went to one store with nice looking souvenir things, and started talking with the woman working there. I told her I wanted to spend the remaining Bolivares I had, explaining why, and then started talking about my time in Venezuela, where I was going and other related things. I bought a small Venezuelan flag, to accompany the other one my family gave me, and a Venezuelan shot glass. I had the exact amount of money to make the purchase. Well, demonstrating the friendliness that so many Venezuelans show, she gave me a nice Venezuelan bracelet type thing for free, and let me keep my last one Bolivar coin as a souvenir.

I think they ways that my exchange has ended have been almost perfect, and I’m quite grateful for that. But I miss Venezuela and my family quite a lot. It's hard to believe it's over and how fast it went.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

The End

Hello, I'm writing this on my last night in my home in Venezuela. Tomorrow, at 4AM, I have to go to the airport and fly to Caracas for an end of exchange orientation thing, where I'll stay for a night. The following day I'll be flying to Buenos Aires.

For my last day here, I made a Pavlova for my family, and then went with my Mum and Sister to El Fortin de Juan Griego. It's a fort in a town called Juan Griego. It was a beautiful place. I'll put more photos on this blog later, when I have time, and maybe even write a bit more. It was a nice day, and a good way to end my exchange experience here in Margarita.

Right now is by far the worst I've felt during my entire exchange, actually, the worst I can ever remember feeling. I have to leave my new home and family in Venezuela, and I don't know when I'll be able to return. I'm gonna miss a lot of things about my home here. I'm really gonna miss my mum. She's such a nice person, and has made my exchange a lot easier.

It's complicated, because as I've said before, I have conflicting feelings. I want to go home to New Zealand, but I really don't want to leave. This is easily the hardest part of my exchange.

I'll update from Buenos Aires.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Nearing the End

Hello again. I had planned to update earlier, but I got distracted and/or forgot. But you can all stop crying now and begin to rejoice.

Anyway, I have about a week left here in Venezuela, which is sad. I'm sad about it, but I'm also excited to travel, and excited to return to New Zealand at the end of it all. It's quite strange actually, I'm not sure how to feel. I have conflicting feelings, one moment I'll be quite sad, and the next moment I'll be excited. It's quite exhausting.

We had a nice big AFS meeting thing, where all the people associated with AFS someway in Margarita, came together to hang out, eat, and talk about stuff. I had to get up and speak a little bit about my experience in Venezuela, and it was alright. My Spanish has improved a lot, as you would expect. I was speaking to a few people that are going on an exchange next year, and they told me that my Spanish was really good. That made me quite happy. I've found that speaking and understanding the conversation is much easier when you're dictating the subject. When I'm more passively participating in a conversation I find I don't understand as much.

I think I forgot to tell you all that I went to Caracas for a few days a couple of months ago. I went with my host brother for my host cousin's Confirmation. If you don't know what that is, don't worry, neither did I. It's this ceremony type thing that Catholics, and I think maybe people of some other religions, have to signify the beginning of religious responsibility, or something like that, I'm not sure. The Confirmation ceremony thing was quite boring, but being in Caracas was fun. I stayed with my cousins and I really enjoyed it, they're all very nice. They live in an apartment complex that more of their family also live in, so they can visit and hang out with each other whenever they want. It was nice being around so many people, a change from how it is in my home in Margarita. I played Playstation with my host cousins, which was quite fun. My favourite part was being introduced by my host cousins or host Aunt to other people as "my cousin/nephew", it's nice hearing that.

Anyway, I'm at the point in my exchange when I'm experiencing lots of "lasts", you know, like last time I'll go to school (although that actually happened several weeks ago). It's quite sad. I leave Margarita Island early morning on Wednesday the 25th, and go to Caracas for an ending camp thing, and then I leave Caracas in the afternoon on Thursday the 26th. Just writing about leaving Margarita Island is making me a bit sad. But I have traveling to look forward to, so that makes me a bit less sad.

I've been thinking about things that I'm going to miss, and things that I won't. The things I will miss outnumber the things I won't, which I guess is a good thing, it just makes it harder to leave. Actually, the only thing I can think of right now that I won't miss is seeing stray dogs and cats pretty much everywhere I go. But there are several things that I can think of that I will miss. I'll miss playing football here, my host mum and family, my friends, and I'll particularly miss being able to speak Spanish all the time. I know I won't be able to speak Spanish as much in New Zealand.

I don't really have anything more to say right now, so I guess that's it from me for now. Thanks for reading.